Moving

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Sincerely, Katie B

Honey Pie

1: "Honey Pie, you are driving me crazy, I'm in love but I'm lazy, oh won't you please come home.Honey Pie, my situation is tragic, come and show me the magic, of your Hollywood songs."
2:There's a girl in my lap and I'm pettin her hair. There's a girl in my lap, and she's layin right there. lollllzzzz
3:I just don't feel good today, I'm not sure why. I just kinda woke up sick. I feel tired and my throat hurts and my nose is runny. Bleh just not a good day for school I suppose. What I wouldn't give for a warm comfy bed right now.
4:I've had an okay week. It was nice seeing people I wanted to see, though it's been kind of emotional for some reason. I guess people don't anticipate how many feelings I have. I suppose people don't anticipate that sometimes maybe I'll randomly explode because it's been building up so much. Oh wellz. Deal with it.
5: Finger mustaches :{D
6: I miss you and you and you.
7: I'm sorry about everything to everyone about all the things that have happened in all these stressed out days. I am. I'm sorry
Sincerely, Katie B

You Matter Because You Don't Mind

1: "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
2: "Hey Noel, those shoes are super awesome, they look really good."
"Tehe you're sweet to say that." - It's Kind of A Funny Story
3:Assume: To make an ass(out of)u(and)me.
Sincerely, Katie B

Cuz of College Stress

1:I just don't feel like writing =\
Sorry

Sincerely, Katie B

Heart Breaker

1: I'm a heartbreaker. I know, I don't seem like the type but I really am just so you know. This week I've broken two peoples hearts. Killing two innocent birds with one bitchy stone. But I don't do it because I enjoy it, no, I would never. It just happens. Ya, I may be young and stupid and a "bitch", but I'm no bitch honey. You keep that in mind when you're talking trash. I may be a heart breaker, but at least I don't savor it like I know you would.
2:Yesterday some freshman almost dragged me down the stairs just to tell me that he had the same shirt as me. He's very lucky that I thought I was going to be late to class.
3: On Tuesday a friend of mine got into a car accident due the idiot driving of some man in a truck. I was worried when he told me. Terrible things came to mine. Obviously he wasn't dieing due to the fact that he was actually able to talk to me but he could have had something broken or sprained or been terribly shaken up. I thought about what I would do if he had been seriously hurt. Getting over my fear of driving on 22 alone would be the first step. The second would be using all my gas money up for Japanese candy. The third, probably bursting into his room when he was doing something like getting changed or fisting lol.
I guess that blow to his car, the blow to his freedom, was really the last straw. That and the fact that really no one asked him if he was ok, like no one cared. I care. fyi. even tho I'm epically terrible at showing it.
4:"Have a blessed day everyone?"
"Have a blessed day? Don't really hear that often."
"Alright, you can go to hell. Everyone else, have a good day!"
-courtesy of Thomas
5:Best part of my day: Getting in my car, driving home to my speakers blasting, getting into the house, and dialing your number.
6:Rutgers party tomorrow with Jax!!!!!!!! Ahhh just hope I don't get hit on by a bunch of drunk college guys..or thrown up on..
Anyway fun time!
Sincerely, Katie B

I've Got Sunshine

1: Not much to say, except, I'm still here sunshine. I've got sunshine.
2: I hate being home
I hate thinking alone
Thinking alone
Cause tears to fall
Emotions to ball and flail
Things to burst and impale other things
Like hearts
I hate being home
Thinking alone
All on my own
That's when the tears fall

Sincerely, Katie B

Sweet Sweet Karma

1: I was walking through the hallway from English and I felt terrible. I felt ugly. I felt small and looked down on. Who was I? Some girl in jeans and a t-shirt. That's all I've ever been. But then I saw my ex walking through the hallway. A smile just ripped it's way across my face. Look at him. He looked miserable. He looked tired and angry and distraught. I know it sounds terrible, but looking at him and his terrible awful self, it made me realize I have so much to be happy about. That I have someone who thinks I'm pretty, I have a nice house, I have a good family, I have love and friendship and people who like me and talk to me for who I am. He has nothing.
Sweet Sweet Karma?
Oh lord yes ;)
2: People should visit me at Cold Stone cause I say so :P
Sincerely, Katie B

(Insert Catchy Title Name Here)

1: The air in here is frigid. Why they keep the air conditioning so high in this god damned school I don't know, but here I am, freezing in shorts that aren't really shorts. I'm trying to text you but the teacher is looking. I haven't had a moment to all school day. Fuck.
2:I guess yesterday I had a taste of summer again. It was so beautiful, so wonderful not having to come home from school tired and groaning about homework that has to be done, books that have to be read. So nice. Well. 169 days to go.
3: I apparently have wonderful touch typing technique O.o
4: Booooyah! I got my drivers license! psh hells to the yea! :D
5: Google voice is a major fail lol.
6: My choice of show this afternoon was silent library, a cool game show on MTV based off a Japanese one. funny shiiit! Justin bieber was a guest contestant. He had to drink a milkshake of won ton soup, an egg roll, white rice, and a fortune cookie and no one could make noise (the show is called Silent Library for a reason). He tried drinking it but ended up barfing some of it up on the table. haha. He was also wearing a cast on his right leg O.o. why?
7:Tomorrow is Friday...thank god!
8:It's 9:07 on a Thursday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There's a skinny man looking up at me
Rubbing the peach fuzz on his chin
He says, girl can you play me a memory
I'm pretty sure you know how it goes
Cause it's sad and it's sweet and we knew it complete
So I started playing the notes
9: I don't waaaaaaannna work tomorrow and Saturday D: rfskaKLDFSGR...

But I need moneyz :P
10: So apparently the computer technical class teachers (like teachers for computer animation and such) didn't talk to my graphic design teacher (graphic design does require computer programs FYI) about joining together budgets to upgrade programs so nooooow the tech classes have PS CS5 and the rest of us people who actually use it more often and need it more don't. -________-
11: Fitch University
Sincerely, Katie B

Truth #1

1: It is so not cool that you stole my blog style, like for real, get your own. I came up with this all on my own, and it is unique to my own taste. So boo you for jackin' my uniqueness >:(
2: No one has ever written me a love song. I know, I havent really had many boyfriends to account for but I don't know. Even a poem would be really nice. I've never really picked the guy who was elloquent or good with words, I suppose I've always played that part but it would really be nice to have one just written because, and not have to ask for it. Just because they thought I looked pretty that day or because they love how I'm silly or anything. That would be nice.
3:"You think I'm pretty without any makeup on. You think I'm funny when I tell the punch line wrong.I know you get me so I let my walls come down. Down."
*"My heart stops when you look at me. Just one touch. Now baby I believe. This is real."
4: Don't talk about my father. Ever. He's a better man then you'll ever be. A better father and a better person. He's made mistakes but so have you. At least he owns up to them, at least he's sorry.
5:Truth #1: I feel like i can never live up to her.
Truth #2: I feel like you care less and less every day.
Truth #3: Every second of every minute of every day, your slowly proving my point.
Truth #4: It hurts
Questuion #1: Why?
6: I'm more broken then you know. I'm not trying to be some kind of emo whiny bitch. Just sayin tho. I'm not sure anyone knows what they're getting into with me. They just don't. YOU just don't
7: My day was pretty good today (note: day = before 6pm) I exercised, had a fine time in my classes, and talked to a really nice person I hadn't in a while. Plus had one of the many epic phone convos I do after I arrive home. Calm cool and collected. That was, until everyone comes home.
8:While making pizza in the toaster oven today, I burnt a cut I have on my finger. OUCH! omg that hurt so friggen bad!! I screamed at the top of my ungs and proceeded to get a little batman band-aid :3
9: I'm not sure if I'm overreacting or if this is how I should feel. I guess you would just say I'm overreacting..you're probably right v.v
10: I got another boobies bracelett! a green one ^^ that makes 4 boobies :D tehe
11: Every night in the frozen fields of rain and lightning
You take a bite of my heart
I take a bite of yours
And we cry
We both cry
I say it's me
You say it's you
But we keep taking bites of each others hearts
So
Take a bite of my heart tonight
12: Do you even care. Probably not.
Sincerely, -----

Skin and Bones

1: I know you're nothin but skin and bones
But you sure think I'm beautiful
With my long long hair
And my big blue eyes
Your thinkin bout makin me yours tonight
2: I am a hollister lifegaurd *puffs out chest and kisses my muscles* oh damn...i have no muscles..v.v
3: I'm watching Fred the movie. John Cena just came into the movie as Freds dad. mk. this movie is awesome
4: Wendy's spicey chicken nuggets>Wendy's regular chicken nuggets
5: Flat tires :S Never driving into a gas station ever again :P
6: Everytime you say bye to me on the phone you say something under your breath. I hear you.
Sincerely, Katie B

If We Hook a Dream

1: "Take me somewhere nice, to some tired island in your heart called paradise.Though we wonder home, we both feel alone like escapees with nowhere to go
*If we hook a dream, and it tows us back down this open stream, we'll say hello. Oh oh, take us wherever you go."
2: "You and me could make black holes"
3: So lately what I've been doing (and getting away with) to listen to music during some of my less important classes is running my headphones up the back of my shirt and putting them in my ears, which are covered by my hair. This is a plus to having long hair I guess :P
4:You seem to sweep all my problems under the carpet. You take a screwdriver to them. You put them in a shrinking machine. You make them smaller then small. You put them in the basement and lock the door. You throw them out in the rain and toss away the key.
Thank you
5: "Your faith was strong but you needed proof. You saw her bathing on the roof. Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you. She tied you to a kitchen chair. She broke your throne. She cut your hair. And from your lips she drew the hallelujah."
6:The power went out in my house for a full five minutes due to an epic storm of awesome porportions. It was dark and there was a mirror right in front of me, reminding me of those moments in horror movies when the killer pops up in the mirror behind you. So scary. Thank you Ian, for receiving a call that I was scared out of my mind and following that sentence by playing the halloween theme song. -.- Thats why I hung up on you.
7:Why won't the smoke alarm stop beeeeeeeeeeping!!!! ><
8: I ♥ panera bread
9:I was trying to think of something profound to say but I can't think of anything
Sincerely, Katie B

Underneath the Dark Blue

In short succession
In short of time
I come to find
Myself laying beneath stars and dark blue
But I'm not waiting for you
I'm not waiting for blue
Or green
Or brown
I'm down on this ground
Waiting for something profound
Something sound
And time will show
As canons burst from my hearts front window
If what I want can be found on this ground
Or if I have to walk to find it
Maybe you're right and this is the place to be
You know, you and me
Silently burning under an oak tree
Taking pictures of things we can't really see
Ordering too much pizza and watching an action movie
Like you thought we'd be

But

Here I lay
Underneath the dark blue
And I'm not waiting for you

It's true

I'm Tired of Being Tired

1: I guess sometimes we are disappointed by things we thought we would be impressed by.Things we expected to see but don't, that have been taken down after they were so boldly and admiringly posted for everyone to see, regardless of the backlash. Things that offended, things that caused talk and argument, but not of it mattered because it was how the person who posted them felt. But i guess disappointment will always show up, that admiration doesn't last, that feelings are taken down.I suppose bravery is fleeting and fear is forever.
2: I'm very sick of being yelled at by everyone and everything, hurting and being hurt and feeling like shit and having no one I feel like i can talk to about it because I'm supposed to be the optimistic one. I'm tired of being overwhelmed and sorry and I'm just tired of being tired. I am SO tired of being tired. All I want to do is be satisfied for a little while. I don't know why that's so much to ask for. {insert my mother yelling how I'm such a whiny little bitch here)
3: Life goes on even when you can't, it's not going to stand around waiting for you to get yourself together.
4: I wonder if some people knew how unhappy I feel a lot of the time what they would do. I wonder if they would try to make me feel better or just let me go on being like this because they wouldn't know what to do or say. Like I mentioned before, I really don't feel like I can go to anyone, I don't think they would know what to say, or that they would say anything comforting. I guess I'm going to have to continue to be happy for everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I'm not always sad and depressed, but when your alone, you really start thinking...and thinking is trouble.
5: Time to go to sleep I guess.

Sincerely, Katie B

At School

1: LOLZ! Starting this blog from school. Nice job franklin, still can't keep me off the blog sites :P
2: Senior year! I am a senior biotches! Rulin the school,takin easy A classes, and raggin on the n00b freshmen. I guess the first two days have been alright, I don't have too amny classes with my friends but I have a feeling this year is going to kick the last three years asses. Look out underclassmen, class of '11 is here >:}
3: I went to seaside with my family on labor day to get an old time phot taken. My two little brothers picked a cowboy theme so (of course)I got to be a cowgirl, aka: long skirt, mans shirt, ugly vest and big stupid hat. Luckily tho, I got to hold a big rifle >:D pointed right at my brothers throat >:}
4: So guess what my name means guys? Pure

alright you can stop laughing now -.-
5: Life has just been severely stressful lately (*cough*meeeennn*cough*) and I'm glad school is here to at least take my mind off it a little.

Sincerely, Katie B

I Remember...

1: Do You Remember- Jack Johnson
2: :'(
Sincerely, A Bitch

Whyyyyy Sweet Jesus?!

1: Whyyyyyy does school have to start next Tuesday!? I'm not ready to wake up early and rush to get dressed and then listen to some stupid bullshit from my teachers every god damn weekday. Arrrrggghhh why lord v.v
2: I hold grudges a lot like I would probably hold liquir, loosely and with little conviction.
3: I haz a comfy narwhal and you doo0o0o0o0o0on't. nah nah nah nah nah naahhh naaaahh >:}
4: This past Sunday I went to the Uproar Festival at PNC Bank Arts Center and saw some really amazing bands. Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold, and Airbourne were the best that played by far, Disturbed being numero uno. There was a Rockstar energy drink compound there too giving out free drinks. We went in there maybe 5 or 6 times and filled our pockets and my bag with cans and cans of rockstar. At the end of the day, I still had some in my bag. There was also this reeeeaaallly hammered guy at the concert walking around with his hand in front of his lighter murmuring. Our name for him : Dragonslayer.
Hellz to the yeaaaa
5: I got a message on myyearbook this week that went a little something like this:

Dear Katie,
I'm glad we matched--from your profile you seem pretty fun, not to mention you have great grammar!

Important Question: Who's your favorite Mario Kart character?

Mark

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiird! Who mentions grammar?! who!? wtf are you an officer of the grammar police and good grammar is some sort of turn on for you? :S

6:I had a really good birthday ^^ Saw Scott Pilgrim and had a relaxing time :) yay for 17
7: Saw Purana and The Last Exorcism within the same week. Both were weird. Both had a cheap ending. Both were a waste of my money.
8:Yay for cookie monster hats and cookie monster cupcakes!! ♥
9: Don't you dare mess with my friends. Say what you want about me but when you start on them, if they don't hit you first, I will. End of Story
10: I'm tiiiiired. Goodnight...and good luck *TV turns off*
Sincerely, Katie B

True Story Bro

1: I've got 19 days to figure you out
17 days to figure you in
20 days to pretend i remember
16 days to forget a sin
I've got time to worry
And time to spend
Time to laugh
To be a friend
Just hope it never has to end
Hope
2: ok..ok.....ok.....ok....ok.........true story bro. You mad bro...? You mad? xD
3: I'm totally one of those people who wears their sunglasses INSIDE and gets yelled at for it ;)
4: A little black bow goes a long and far distance my friends.
5: OMG guys I'm so excited for this huge party I'm going to saturday. Would you believe it if i told you I've never been to a big party that wasnt for a birthday or family?! Ya...you probably would ><
6: I'm a busy busy busy girl lately
7:Living my life folks :) for once
Sincerely, Katie B

Fireworks and a Bad Sunburn

1: The fireworks in milltown on saturday were amazing. We got near perfect seats for taking pictures and it was a comfortable heat. The fireworks on sunday in Perth Amboy were kinda failish until some rich guy started firing some off in his backyard. Thank you anonymous rich guy and your excess money for the fireworks
2: I played the funniest prank on my brother by wrapping an empty iPad box up and giving it to him for his graduation present. Too bad he can't take a joke -_-
3: The Perth Amboy waterfront smells like 3 year old cat food ><
4: I love how in an earlier blog I talked about how one of my friends said I look like the type of person who would work at an ice cream store and now I work at an ice cream store.
5: "If I was a raindrop, would you be my thunderstorm. It's cold so surround me with rainclouds to keep me warm. I feel like I'm falling, so darling don't let me go. The thought is appalling, but should I slip away, into the stormy sea, will you remember me?"
6: I went to the beach on Wednesday with my friend Jax and got a really bad sunburn on the entire back half of my body. It was sooo painful, it felt like I had waffle irons burning on me whenever I sat down or laid back. Made it really painful to sleep too. Thank you Jax for playing "I'm not touching you" on the car ride home, and thank you Brian for poking it -__-
7: Heard the funniest song coming back from the beach called Pray for You. "..let the good lord do his job, and you just pray for them....I pray your brakes go out runnin down a hill, i pray a flowerpot falls from a windowsill and knocks you in the head like I'd like tooooo." xD
8: I'm tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired
Sincerely, Katie B

Vanilla Bubble Tea

1: Vanilla Bubble Tea is awesome. It tastes like a vanilla milkshake with little chewy marshmellows in it. And I don't care if it looks like horse sperm guys, it tastes good -.-

2: I am a senior!!! Mwahahahahahhahahah class of '11 is comin underclassmen >:}
3: "I don't think of you as a crush anymore....more like a bad habit that I can't shake...and don't want to."

4: I am not the least bit sad that junior year is over. I am sad that all the seniors are leaving because I will miss them all dearly, especially Jordan and Xavier, but I am just sooooo friggen glad that all the classes are done and I can really sort of relax and have fun this year. Ahhh it is good to be a Queen :3

5:Everyone come visit me at the Coldstone Creamery in the shopping center in milltown! Haha and please bring tips ;) I will sing :D

6: Argh I love and hate at the same time that I am such a sucker for romance ><

7: Being single really kinda sucks a lot a ton of the time.

8: Yesterday while walking through new brunswick some guy almost hit a couple people and I with their car and cursed at us. About 3 minutes later the same person almost hit us again. wtf, small world.

9: Night swimming :D

10: One thing I will never forget about highschool- Jordan getting knocked in the face with a big ass hornet that Anthony made. His glasses literally flew off his face. bahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Sincerely Katie B

No Subject

1: Being alone sucks

Sincerely, Katie B

Poem

1: Sometimes
In the darkest of nights
When the coldest of breezes rips through my walls
When the hottest of summers forces me to sleep upon my sheets instead of under
I lie and think
And my mind skips from plain to plain
Skips from thought to thought
Skips from idea to idea
But it always lands on you
In the end
It always manages to land on you
And for maybe a minute or two my heart may flutter
And beat frantically
Happily
And I close my eyes and smile
Reaching across the sheets for your hand
And then my heart drops
It stutters in mid air for half a second
And then falls like a concrete block to dark pits of my ribcage
And I let my hand tighten to a fist
And tears lick down my cheeks
While I remember
While I realize
Your so far away

Sincerely, Katie B

Arrrr ye scurvey dogs! Eye me scrawlin'! It be pleasin' to t' eye!

1: Wow guys! It's been almost a month since I've posted. I'm shocked and appalled with myself. I should have funny things to write about EVERY DAMN DAY. Shame on me. Bad Katie bad.
2: Today I switched the language on my fb to English(pirate). I spent maybe two hours laughing at all the new words for things. I'm not making this up, go see for yourself, its seriously a language.
3: I got heels today. Wtf. What's happening to me.
4: My brother had to go tux shopping today for his gf's prom which is in two weeks. I was with him and my mother cause we had to get me shoes (referring to said heels). The salesmen mistook me for his gf. Ew. Ew. Ew. EWWWW!!!!!
5:I went to the grounds for sculpture this past Thursday with my school. There was a sculpture there of a horse that was particularly detailed. My one friend looked at it and said "Oh look, it's castrated." I took another look and said 'Naw, it still has it's balls." All of a sudden these two old ladies behind me started cracking up. I was sooo embarrassed but I couldn't stop laughing.
6:Friday we had no teacher in my 8th period class, so one of my friends was sitting in the teachers chair. A security officer walked in and said that she (thinking she was the sub) parked her car in a weird spot and asked her to move it. She didn't deny she was the substitute, simply said she had a BMW and that it definatly wasn't her car. He checked, found out it wasn't a BMW and left still thinking she was the sub. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
7:Raise your hand if you think your sexy


Naw haha, put it down you're all fugly :D
8: Ever since I got the pirate feature on fb, my friend Nick and I haven't been able to stop talking in pirate. :P
9: While out with my friend on Friday, we stumbled upon two little bunnies. We got pretty close before they scampered away close to the edge of some trees. They hadn't gone all the way behind them so my friend proceeded to turn towards them and hiss. I love my friends.
10: I messaged someone on fb because they had added me and I wanted to find out who they were because I couldn't recall ever meeting them. The message consisted of them telling me that most of the bands I liked were for pussys and then adding that I was very cute. No! No! You don't get to trash all my bands and then call me cute! wtf!!!???
...but thank you anyway..
11:The tux place smelled strangely of Little Cesar's/Domino's pizza. Made me hungry.
12: I'm still hungry :( foooooood
Sincerely, Katie B

Wisc Wednesday

1: On wednesday (obviously) of this past week, I noticed that the title of the day was "Wisc Wednesday." Why, I have no idea. All I know is, it made me smile. :)
2: Last friday I was walking home when I noticed a group of 90 hawks flying over my house. Granted, they weren't vultures, but it really made me wonder whether I should take the chance and go inside.
3: Owwww! burned my ear on my hair straightner. The pain!!!!
4: I got rubberbands for my braces yesterday, but only for the right side. So now, it feels like the left side of my mouth is higher then the right side. This makes absolutley no sense!!!
5:I hate how lonely I get sometimes, even when I know you're right there, I get lonely. It's hard to fall asleep knowing my lips haven't touched yours today, and they won't tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that. But I do take comfort in the fact that one day I can wake up, and just lean over an inch and get what I long so fervently for right now. I miss you. You know who you are.
6: Damn I feel like a loser all couped up in my house on a beautiful saturday afternoon :(
7: I spell cookies. My candle perhaps?
Sincerely Katie B

The Meniacal Voice of 5 year old

1:Yesterday, I walked out on the back porch of my grandmothers house to tell my two little brothers and little cousin to come inside for dinner. Sammy, the oldest of the three, turned around red-faced and screamed at the top of his lungs "I HATE YOU KATIE!!!" Upon his ascention up the steps, he kept saying it in the most meniacal voice I've ever heard. I was laughing so hard I felt some abs coming on.
2: There was an assembly for all the juniors in the my school. One of the first things they mentioned was the spring fling dance for the juniors, in which you can't bring someone from outside the school. Grrrrrrrr! Now I'm just not going -__-. Second of all, I was being so obnoxious the whole rest of the time xD. I think I made a comment about everything someone said...go me! ;)
3: I am so obssessed with the song Short Skirt/Long Jacket by Cake, The Hercules soundtrack, and The Anastasia soundtrack currently. I am so cool!!!
4: I don't even know why I bother buying shorts every summer. I try them on at the store, think i look cute, get home, realize my legs look fat, and never wear them. Really, why do I bother? -___-
5: Don't worry, I still love you...even if I threaten to pop a cap in yo ass ;P
6: I GET MY PERMIT TOMORRRRROOOOOOOOWWWWW! AHHHHHH YESSSSSSSSSS! Look out people, i'm driving >:D
7: Whenever I see an Asian kid, I always secretly hope they know karate. Why you ask? Because it would be epic and hilarious at the same time
8: I really hate when I close my eyes during a movie soundtrack and imagine resting on someones shoulder and getting a huge smile...and then realizing it's not real =/
9: I can't do the jerk. I have tried and tried and tried but I am incapable. Why cruel God have u cursed me with bad dancing skills!
Sincerely Katie B

Ukuleles and Coloring Books

1: Today I was walking to gym in a really bad mood, and then I saw my friend walking down the hall playing a ukulele. That totally made my day right there.
2: How is it possible that when it's sunny out it's pretty much impossible to be anything but happy?
3: For easter, my little brother got this crayola game book where you color the game board first and then play. At first I didn't want to do it with him, but then as I got started, I realized that I was having more fun coloring than he was. There ya have it folks, a 16 year old girl was having more fun coloring pictures of villians and tornados than a 5 year old boy. *plus 3 to patheticness*
4: Yesterday, I had fun looking through a Betty Crocker cookbook and labeling things I would like to bake. Aren't I such a good little woman ^^
5: I was in taco bell with my friend the other day and I told him that I applied for a job at an ice cream shop. He looked at me and laughed. I asked him what was so funny and he said "I don't know, you just look like the type of person who would work at an ice cream shop." What the hell is that supposed to mean!!!??? I ain't no yuppy teeny-bopper who wears a visor and bermuda shorts everyday ><. How the hell do I look like I work at an ice cream shop!!!!!???..obviously I took great offense.
6: Cake. It's a band. And they are deeeelicious ;)
7: Long nails; terrible for opening soda cans, awesome for scratching your back =3
8: Long days sitting out in an airplane lot, taking pictures of an orange sunset before it disappears behind the horizon...stupendous ♥
9: I looooooove Sonic! Best fast food place eva! I love it so much, that I am willing to move around on rollerblades bringing around trays of food to people in order to take their money ;}
10: It is so fucked up that Justin Bieder gets his god damn permit before me! What is this shit!? He looks like he's fucking 12!!!! Not kewl!!!!!
11: I want Easter candy. I will go get some. Yay for being a fatty :D.
Sincerely Katie B

Suck My Kiss

1: The Red Hot Chili Peppers "Suck My Kiss" has now become my new favorite song. The lyrics are so edgy and firey and the beat it so fucking catchy I've had in on repeat for like an hour!! I know all the words and I can't stop singing it. It's also now my facebook status. Well...that probably wasn't such a good idea since pretty much my whole family is on facebook...yea..woops
2:The other day I was in the library with my friend Avey and as I was picking up my papers to put away, I found a sheet of paper with two lines printed at the top. They read: "So in conclusion, there is no reason for anyone to be a deadbeat father. Just take care of your damn kids!!!!" Thank you mystery writer, I'll make sure to keep that in mind.
3: "I like your avatar kiddo." This is a comment my dad posted on my facebook. Dad, this is not a forum!!!! This is facebook!! And Daaaaaaad. Don't call me kiddo in front of my friiiiends ><
4: Sometimes we don't think life is worth living. We give up, we give in, we break down. But stand up. Don't stop. Keep fighting. Life's what you make of it. So stop falling back and start running foward.
5: I'm a star wars geek. If ya don't like it, I don't care. Star Wars is worth being a geek for :D Search your heart, you know it to be true ;)
6:I admit it...I like taco bell
7: Not much to say...hmmm...o well :D
Sincerely Katie B

Underneath My Blanket

1: Currently I am snuggled deep under the warm sanctuary known as my blanket, listening to "Vanilla Twilight" by Owl City stream softly from my speakers. Tears are gently rolling down my cheeks as I miss romance and being hugged tightly around the waist to someones warm chest. A lot of people see me as a strong person, a tough sarcastic exterior with soft gentle eyes and a kind hand held out to help. Truth is people, I'm so weak. I'm weak and lonely, and when I'm alone I crumple up under it. I fall apart and dissolve like a wet piece of paper. Just thought I'd let all of you people who actually read this know.
2: My mom made the most amazing Nachos before dinner tonight! Go mom! You're on a friggen hot streak this week with dinner. You keep up the good work now, ya hear?
3: I did my homework!!! OMG!!! This is madness!!!! What is happening to this world!!!??
4: Not much to say today, so bye everyone. Have a nice day..or afternoon..or night. :D
Sincerely Katie B

Jealous Men

1: Jealous men are fun and annoying at the same time. On one had you feel adored and loved and so on. Plus it's just plain adorable! On the other hand it's like "Okay, chill! Stop being such a jealous bitch!" More of the first one though. So guys, be happy. You're lucky we girls think it's so wonderfully cute ;)
2: Don't ya just love romance ♥
3:Isn't it funny that after doing nothing for an entire day, pretty much sitting on your ass, you feel tired as hell. Wtf! How does that one work!?
4: "There are days for hard shell tacos and there are days for soft shell tacos. Either way, there will be tacos." I love you tacos, you make my tummy smile. And thank you mom, for making tacos for dinner *thumbs up*
5: My house smells like a mix between spicey tacos and cleaning products. Time to light my fresh baked cookie candle.
6: I just went outside to let my dog do his business, and every night while I'm doing this I look up at the moon and smile. Tonight, I couldn't find the moon for the first time ever. Womp :[
7: Sometimes I worry if I'm just going to be alone for the rest of my life. I mean, I'm sure it's an idiotic thing to think at my age, being so young and having so much ahead of me, yet still...I worry ya know. Sometimes I sort of feel like I was manufactured by the man upstairs to repel those of the opposite sex (and same sex for that matter) as some kind of sick joke. Guess whose not laughing -__-
8: I hate it when guys see the ipad and are like "O0o0o0o0o tampon joke." No! No! Fuck you no! Tampons do not equal pads! Two toally different things! God!!
9:April 15th is kick a freshman day. This is going to be fun >:}
10: For Z-Day (which has been this whole weekend) I made a t-shirt that said zombie on the front and other stuffs on the back. I turned 7 people into zombies and 3 of them were thrilled to join in my Brain harvesting raid >:D. Go zombiesssss! Die humans!!!!!
11: I hope we're having chicken for lunch tomorrow in school.
Sincerely Katie B

I Officially Have No Life

1: Getting grounded off my laptop for the past couple of days has really shown me how much of a life I DON'T have. I mean, when I wasn't thinking about maybe possibly sneaking onto my laptop for like 5 seconds, I was wondering how many facebook comments I had. I realize how pathetic this is. Good to know though, that half the people in my life are the same way.
2: I admit it, I do creep on some peoples profiles on facebook. But really, come on folks, we all do it, whether it's that boy you're crushing on, you're hated ex, or a really good friend. So don't deny it. Don't hate it, embrace it! :DD
3: Got my spiderman hoodie back!! I'm half happy half sad though. Happy because I love this hoodie :) Sad because I had to give back the wrestling hoodie :( Damn you cruel compromise!!!! WHY!!!!!???
4: It's so fun when men get jealous :D
5: Thanks to the impossible amount of rain we're getting here in NJ, there is now a swamp in my backyard. Now all I need to do it build a home from mud, moss and tree bark, turn into an ogar, develop a british accent, and make my dog look like a donkey. Knowing me, this could actually happen.
6: Tons of my friends took the SAT today and were complaining and complaining. Yo, I took it when I was 11 years old and I was fine. AND I got a higher score than like 60% of the highschoolers taking it at the time. So stfu.
7: I hate it when you're friends tell you they feel like shit and then tell you not to worry. -___- too late jackass, that ship sailed when you told me you felt like hell.
8: I was wearing my hood today at the dinner table just for no apparent reason and my grandfather looks over at me and says "What, training to become the next Zodiac Kate?" Maybe I am grandpop, maybe I am >;}
9:It's 10:52pm on a saturday, 46 degrees, raining like hell, and I am as happy as a peach :D
10: Just a few seconds ago I took a big sniff of the air and realized it smelled like cookies baking. I got up and ran downstairs, and noticed when I got down there that the smell was gone. It was then that I remembered that my mother got me fresh baked cookies scented tealights for christmas and I had one lit in my room. Fail.
11: My friends and I are cooler than giraffes. And giraffes, they're cool ;)
Sincerely Katie B

It's Been So Long!

1. Man it has been a WHILE since I have blogged hasn't it? I missed the whole weekend AND monday! Shame on me! I'm sorry dear followers and people who come to read my blog but don't follow (*cough*wisc*cough*)
2. Robotics tournaments are awesome!!! I don't care if that makes me some kind of nerd muffin! I will happily take this title in exchange for being able to state these awesomely nerdy facts! Go team 25-NBTHS Raider Robotics!!! You guys pwn!!! :D
3. Is there some kind of conspirosy against me so that I will never ever be able to have a fucking driving lesson!? That's twice I have been denied from getting behind the wheel of a car!! Is this some kind of frigging sign!!?? ><
4. You go Dwight Schrute! You go!
5.Go on geekologie.com and look up mario in a penguin suit. Remember that snow sculpture I mention in my first post (if not scroll down -_-)? Ya, well it made it on to geekologie! That's right bitchezzzzzz!
6. Ya know, a friend of mine has my favorite hoodie right now, a spiderman hoodie. But he can keep it. I now have possession of his favorite hoodie and I'm keeping it. My Raider NB Wrestling hoodie! Back off Brian! >:D
7. Love=complicated. v.v
8. Brian Mollica in a nutshell: Sacastic, eye-rolling nerd who used to wrestle and now sits on his ass playing COD.

Brian Mollica
Kill your self. that's why im in the library right now doing work :P
Yesterday at 4:12pm ·

Katie Bell
that's why you're at the library right now on facebook. :P
Yesterday at 6:08pm ·

Brian Mollica
called multitasking
Yesterday at 8:31pm ·

Katie Bell
psh, called goofing off on facebook
9. I'm tired and I want a nice hot shower.
10. I'm going to go have such shower. Bye :D
Sincerely Katie B

HSPA Day 3 (last day)

1: Everything we had to do for the HSPA today had to do with fast food. The persuasive essay and the reading passage. Wtf? Are you trying to make my mouth water while I'm taking a stupid test? Man I was friggen starving for some poptarts afterward, which I did get. Hot fudge sundae, yuuum. Yea, but HSPA was madddd easy.
2: 1, 2, 3 ,4 Can I have a little more? 5, 6 , 7, 8 9 10 I love you! A, B, C, D Can I bring my friend to tea? E, F , G, H I J I love you! If you dont get the reference you are uncultured swine!!!
3: My day was made today by my first period biology class. You all know why ;)
4: I reaaaally want to go to this summer program at the art institute of boston!! Its 4,000 dollars though...so I better get a job! xD anyone hiring?
5:I feel like a model lol. I was being photographed today for a friends project. *poses* xD
6: So I'll sing a song of love, for Juuuulia. ♥ go beatles
7: Today has been a pretty good day, much hasnt happened, and the things that have a good things, so I'm happy. Its a good day, it's a good day. Maybe it was the ice coffee I had at 5:00 this afternoon. After all it wasn't decaf :D
8: 5 gum now makes a black gum. Best. Gum. Ever.
9: So many of my friends are just giving up on relationships. Personally I think they're way too young. 16 is a time in your life where ur supposed to just have fun with your relationships and make the most of it. You only get to be young once, so why not enjoy it with someone else. Personally, I will never get rid of love, I'm such a hopeless romantic. If that makes me pathetic so be it, I just don't understand (after all I've been through with relationships) how anyone could just give up. After all, one is the loneliest number.
Sincerely Katie B

HSPA Day 2

1: I'm sorry guys, I know I'm usually sarcastic and utterly hilarious, but I'm just really not in the mood now. My whole day was just shot to hell this afternoon, so I'm just not really feeling the hilarity. I would tell you all about it, I mean afterall this is a blog about my thoughts and feeling and whatever I want, but it's just something totally ridiculas that i shouldn't be upset over and I am. Which makes me even more upset. Awesome right?
2: HSPA was terribly easy today, just disgustingly long. I mean "omg, gag me with a spoon!"
3: As you can see, I've magically turned my bad mood around. How do I do it? No...seriously, how?
4:I am publically declaring that Owl City is awesome! I have every song they've ever made on my ipod and I know all of them by heart. They all rock. If you don't like them, get off my fucking blog.
5: I really desire my spiderman hoodie back from Brian. Like, right Meow!!!!
6: For one of the only times in my life I just want to utter a word. :O shocker!
7: Having someone hack your computer at 11 at night and then "dirty" talk with someone like it's you is the funniest shit I've ever experianced. ;)
8: I really hate it when people say one thing, swear up and down the street about it, don't mean it, and then don't apologize afterward! Ya, I'm super ok! No jackass, I'm fucking pissed off and upset, I'm just killing myself trying not to be a bitch to you!!! AHHH!
9: On a softer note, my room smells like vanilla cupcakes. Thank you Yankee Candle *thumbs up*
Sincerely Katie B

HSPA Day 1

1: The HSPA is a joke. For the math sections anyway. Basically if you take pre-calc and up, you should be exempt. Easy Peesy...and watch me come out failing the friggen math section -_-.
2: I offically dub myself a sexually starved person. I have no problem whatsoever posting this because I pay cash fellas ;)
3:Following someone around and threatening them, talking "smack" about them in front of them, and just plain harrassing them is what I like to call stalking folks. It is a felony. I promise.
4: I am so pissed at myself for not having my glasses today when I was supposed to go to driving school, causing my dad to lose precious paid time off, and having Ron (who owns the place) lose an entire afternoon of business and costing him 190 dollars. I feel terrrrrible :(
5: I am also a sexually awkward teen. Mmmm watch out boys here I come ;) Again, cold hard cash!!!!
6: I like someone ;). You may think you know who you are, but you don't.
7: I love all you formspring people who send me dirty messages. You seriously make my day. Keep up the good work.
8: I'm pretty sure I am now officially a fan of everything on facebook. Some of you may think its a win. No. Fail
9: Currently I am playing spider solitare. The cards I keep getting are very unhelpful. Fuck you spider solitare!!! I will win you! >:}
10: Hmmm todays posts weren't very long. O well
Sincerely Katie B

Days Like Today

1: Days like today sort of remind me of movies. They start out simple and pleasing, nothing too complicated is occuring and everything is normal enough. Then, in the middle of having this perfectly simple time, enjoying the idea of not having to really think, a plot twist messes everything up and u start having to use your brain. It stays like that for a while, twisting and twisting till you almost explode and then boom! Everything just blows up quickly, letting the dust settle softly on the ground. Basically my day today. Awesome.
2: What's up with airline food? Am I right?
3:I just sneezed and burped at the same time. Not sure if that's a win or a fail.
4: Currently I am failing epically at love. It's normal I guess, everyone does and after getting out of a loooong relationship with a crazy person I suppose its expected, still, doesn't make me any happier to say it. I'll wait though, I'm just gonna have fun being my single self for a bit. Go out with my friends, do craAaAaAaAazy teenage shit, and just have a blast! Trust me there will be many unexplainable photos involved that I will never show to my children..when I have them that is.
5: Sooo souped for HESPA tomorrow -____-
6: Don't hate appreciate. ;)
Sincerely Katie B

Dear Bloggers

Well I guess every blog has to start out somewhere and why not this one start here, 3:47 pm on a Sunday next to one of my friends who is currently being a creep and staring at the screen as I type :D. Basically though, this blog holds all my thoughts, feelings, rants, and....whatever shit I feel like posting here.
1: Yesterday my friend Anna and I made a snow sculpture of super Mario in a penguin suit in her front yard. We started at about 5 that night, made it till about 7:30, and then packed it in for the night. We got up the next morning at 6:30, went outside and finished it. We proudly took about 100 pictures of it, as well as the snow angels we made next to it in the beautiful virgin snow.
2: I have happily discovered that I epically fail at COD. This means two possible things: I have a life and I spend it doing other things besides sitting in front of a TV screen killing strangers i don't even know. Orrrrr that I just fail at life. Here's hoping its the first one *crosses fingers*
3: While Anna was trying to create her blog yesterday (the art of art), came upon another blog called "Riddle me this." There was one post and it was about how this guy was trying to decide which college he wanted to go to and how he determined it through a coin toss. It also mentioned how because he picked this particular college, he would be away from a girl he was in love with and how he was crying about it the night before. After reading it, Anna burst out saying "Oh my god i want to meet him and just give him a huge hug!!" I proceeded to say we could go visit the college and find him! Then I saw that it was posted on April 22, 2002. We just stared at the computer.
Sincerely, Katie B